Instabil: Eggen-Foliant

Target the rare mob Lothuu the Sad in Stonefield and read the book. Here is what the book says: My mind is failing me. Why am I here in this dark place? I remember a sound of shattering. Am I dead? If I were dead wouldn`t I have been drawn up into the Soulstream by now? How would I write these words? How am I writing these words? I`m trying to remember something - anything. I remember E! Is that my name? Is that her name? Her - I remember her. Dark brown eyes and a soft voice. All that mattered in life. Drink and live forever. Why didn`t she drink? The plan was perfect. The spell was set. Death would not be an end, but a transition. Was it fear that stopped you? Was it pride that drove me forward? Togehter forever, even in death. A binding in blood. Dark and clotting. The taste of a bitter elixir on my tongue. What have I done? Getting harder to think. Alone. All wrong. Foolish. Foolish. Won`t be long now. Kill me. Release me. Forgive me.